表达；

说不出，写不出，表达不出来的感受
谁能理解?
有时真希望能有个人能有这个本事能了解我心里在想的事。
不是简单的猜测，而是真的知道。
我看这也没多大的可能性吧。
如果真的有这样一个人，你能吗?

about christmas eve;

to me, christmas should be a festival for loving and sharing.
a happy occasion, something that everyone feel warmth within.
this is what i believe in even till now.
come to it, it seems so simple yet hard to achieve.
or maybe its just the real side of life.

well what would this year christmas eve be?
i hardly can imagine. it has never been good i guess.

温柔；五月天

走在风中今天阳光
突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔
像你抱着我
然后发现你的改变
孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过
天边风光身边的我
都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏着什么
我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界
就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔

不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉不情不愿
又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑
因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由
你真的有说过

如果有就让你自由
自由
就让你自由

这是我的温柔
我给你自由
我给你全部全部全部全部自由

这是我的温柔这是我的温柔
还你你的自由还你你的自由

hidden;

i do admit that i might and often drive pple crazy with my replies.
i just doesnt like to show what i really feel and think.
even if i do, its all random. i know this irritate pple but i just cant help it. its like a part of me. cause everytime i try to express it, it just doesnt come out the right way. it just left me speechless or talking nonsense.

the hidden truth are always hard to be discovered and known.
its like breaking a code. if you are able to hold the key to trigger it.
naturally, all the random things will fall in place and truth lay right in front of you.

so do you have the key?

reunited;

WOW, today was amazing apart from the fact that im feeling sick.
the 6 of us actually met up together.
it was like since a few years or maybe 2 years before all the 6 of us gathered.
although most of us missed the fireworks display, but im still feeling happy with it.
we should do this more often. its like enjoyable to meet up and reminisce about the past. =D

headed home and there i go again taking many pills.

P.S. Thank you all for the great gathering. its like going back to the past whereby we can just sit down and talk about all the things that happen.

cla,mich,mit,de,jo,seok all shall meet again soon. or maybe we shall try to make it an effort to meet regularly.

sick;

im feeling like asdfghjkl.
my throat is like super pain,
coughing and having a bad headache.
couldnt take it anymore,
i shall see a doctor tml. its decided.

frustrated at myself;

this is making me feel like asdfghjkl.
i really want to just go bang wall or something.
im trying hard to suppress myself, esp from touching my phone and messaging.

roar. frustrated at myself.